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               HOLY MACKEREL ITS BEEN A YEAR W T F !!!

yeah… yeah that’s my very first post….. lame af but guys, guys, it’s been a year since i brought kera && myself into the rp community. it’s been one year, one archived blog, && over 1k followers later, that has brought me to this point. && i’ve got to say, i’ve never been happier in my entire life. it’s going to be sappy, yeah, but i’ can’t help it!! i joined the rp community on a single strand of hope that maybe, just maybe, i could find the sign to help me live again && guys, i found it. every single one of you have brought more happiness into my life because, when i started to write with kera, i had been in the lowest time of my life. i was honest to god the saddest, most lifeless person i’d ever been && i would not have survived to see this day if it all of you hadn’t stuck by me. i don’t know what would’ve happened to me if i hadn’t joined the community && thank god i did. i’ve never loved life as much as i do now. every single one of you are to be thanked for that. so, below, are all some very, very precious people to me && if i’ve missed anyone, just know that i love you more than anything. i really, really do. this isn’t in any particular order, but  i’ll stop with all the heartfelt stuff now. ;;

            && SHE’LL ALWAYS GET THE BEST OF ME !!!

vitess / ariolum: mihasha, you just had to get your own section. that’s how important you are to me. i know i’ve said these things in like a million different ways but i’m telling you right now that if you ever, ever think that i wouldn’t drop everything in a second for you then you need to see a doctor or something. you’ve been my best friend, my sister, && my lifeline for an entire year now && i think that’s mind blowing that, somehow, you’ve managed to dig such a deep hole in my heart for yourself. i’m so thankful that you kept me bolted to this stupid muse && i’m so happy that i met such an amazing person like you. even if you make me run into gates && refused to let me pole dance for you. i love you bunches, mihasha.

        && I CAN’T FEEL MY FACE WHEN I’M WITH YOU !!!
                                                 a.k.a squad goals.

retiine, bravadoes, femavyx | viirtutem, deusexitiium, raptxrsquad | yuichirons, hiinami, blacksxar | tataraxx, alxbrn, ofpremonitions | xreveried, stellamilitis, kaonashi-guru | rysntry, gunkept, drakorte | ghoulpatch, for5yen, taciitus

   WE’LL ALL BE BEAUTIFUL && STAY FOREVER YOUNG !!!

fulllmetal, sensualiteit, adxchi | destructiveglitch, eccentriis, veilled | uxversed, falsequerade, wildliing | patereius, straightspike, catharticmutiny | daijitsu, juzoic, catharsiiis | kiraahachi, hotazu, lxhng | ctherworldly, yukionii, pxranoixc | dxnamis, fiiducia, bxkaku | chaosepsilon, sollertis, rapusodosu | naivne, dixxmeliora, praesidi | trxfalgar, halfliight, ghoulardii | brideofsparda, dexterize, manictwink | diickaru, timescent, miiryoku | bingeu, taskhawi, heendures | swansets, rvnin, ofvitrality | sxlenee, hatsuuharu, ryusxnka | huolin, orroi, spraypaintpunk | beachbxm, chthanic, latetdolorx | sangxfroid, awkwardiiisms, industrialskin | akashouri, eunuchum, violencebred | oprimeval, seidenryuu, voiidstuff | habraded, sofutoburu, introversiion | haercditas, aprxcitas, jotunntraitor | shuied, foravelum, taibxtsu | keelerr, fortitudxinxus, phcbias | octens, boyets, lurkiisms

                                            + BLOGROLL !!!

mama's little pet.	❛ –— how many good boy points did i get, mama ? ❜ childhood verse; where he had been kidnapped when he was very young lives as the pet human of an abusive, influential ghoul called Big Madam, who he calls "mama", who regularly tortures him to lessen his ability to feel pain.
❛ –— hang in there ! hang in there ! don't let this end too soon ! ❜ scapper verse; where he works as a scapper in the ghoul restaurant, killing the "meals" bought to the stage to amuse influential ghouls. His sense of fear & morality disappears.	hang in there.
chaos in stitches.	❛ –— whether i live or die isn't that big a deal... ❜ default verse; where he is rescued & trained & joins the CCG, fighting with no other purpose but to exterminate the ones he is told to.
❛ –— i'll work hard, for your part as well. that is my salvation. ❜ post-timeskip verse; where he works hard to honor shinohara's sacrifice, fighting with that sole purpose in his mind. A sense of morality begins to slowly form within him.	fight with a purpose.